Sara Evans - You'll Always be my Baby Lyrics

There I was ten years old
Waiting in my room for him to come home
I just knew he'd be so mad
Though I begged my mother not to, she told my dad.
There was no denying I let him down
But instead of being angry
He put his arms around me and said

In the sunlight or the rain
brightest nights or darkest days
I'll always feel the same way
Whatever road you may be on
No your never too far gone my love is
there wherever you may be
Just remember that you will always be my baby.

There I was twenty one
Oh I was so ashamed of what I'd done
On a country road
Parked one night
what started out so innocent
crossed the line
There was no denying
I let God down
But instead of being angry
He let his love surround me and I heard

In the sunlight or the rain
brightest nights or darkest rains
I'll always feel the same way
Whatever road you may be on
No your never too far gone
My love is there wherever you may be
Just remember that you will
always be my baby yeah yeah.

There he is my little man
I'm sure he'll get in trouble every now and then
And I pray to god that when he does
I'll be just as understanding
As my father was cause the last thing that
I want to do is let him down
So instead of being angry
I'm gonna throw my arms around him and I'll say

In the sunlight or the rain
brightest nights or darkest rains
I'll always feel the same way
whatever road you may be on
No your never too far gone
My love is there wherever you may be
Just remember that you will
always be my baby be my baby

不好受！

最近不知道为何心情超反复的。。

会因为一点小事而生气。。

也会因为一点小事而兴奋。。

就像很容易被影响。。

那是因为我自己发神经还是。。？？

不知该如何形容这感觉呢。。

我真的很怕被你发现我想什么。。

我很想了解你但你好像不给我知道酱。。

每次我问多你几句就很不爽的回答我。。

当然我也不敢惹你啦！不怕被你鸟咩。。==

而且我觉得你跟我聊天好像很闷酱。。

我也很想跟你聊起来啊！但你还是闷闷的！==

每次都敷衍我。。超不爽的！！！哼xD

唉。。都是别写了因为你都不会有机会知道的！

最后还是我自己知道吧了。。

写出来也只是发泄吧了！哈哈xD

P/S:If you are clever then will know use what method to read this blog!xD
注意：如果你是聪明的那你就会知道用什么方法来阅读这篇网志！xD

This Few Day Damn Sadness..T_T

Long time no write blog already!
Because really lazy to write and think= =
I have many things to write but lazy..
I don't know how to release my feeling!
But i really feel stress and sadness in my life!
BAD LUCK FAR FROM ME!!!
GOOD LUCK BELONG TO ME!!!
GOD BLESS ME!!!PLEASE... xD

ARHHHH!!!STRESS + SCARE!!!

11.11.2008 SPM START!!!= =

31/10...[My comp broken= =So i forced late update= =]

me n chin wei

abigail n me

me n yee ling

kar mun n me=)

mei poh n me=)

新的一天 , 诞生新的生命!!!

一句话讲完!!!超开心的。。。＝）

^-^Happy..Terrible=.=

haha...our sticker photo..=)[just two only..still got but lazy upload..]
after we took this sticker photo then we go watch movie "CONNECTED-18PL"
hahaha..bt finally we oso can watch it..!!!


btw after we watch finish then me n ly go take LRT...
when we take lrt dat time feel annoying..
cz many indians guy..[i think is come from another country]
after that..when the lrt stop on mihar ja den happen a thg..
that is steal thg!!!OMG!!!i think those indians guy make d..
cuz dat time they out on the same time..
make it so jam..den after that suddenly gt a ppl shout..
den ask he wife who do it..[i duno is who= =]
after lrt door cls...me n ly oso say muz careful next time
LOL!!!SO TERRIBLE!!= =

LOL!!!1st time KENA check by POLIS!!!= =

hmm..i'm jz went back from ALOHA!!
lol..jz now was so scared..
because when i'm back that time got polis..
OH NO!!!the polis stop our car and check us..
call we get out from the car..then check the car= =
n check my bag n my wallet= =!!cuz jz me gt bag= =
lol..after the polis check i still say "THANK YOU"..
lol= =i scared later duno wat he will do..
so be soft to the polis is better..
after that he say wan check boy d URINE==!!
OH MY GOD!!wat the...the polis say can anot..?
then them say SURE!!then the polis duno say wat..
after that lets us go d..lol..zadao= =[actually we gt drink alcohol= =]
WHY will lets us go??this is because the polis wan to test us only..
lucky no check= =if not sure kena d..
summore..if check my I/C then die ler lo= =
but wateva...finally also no..THANKS GOD!!!
THANKS BLESSING ME=)

FINALLY TRIAL FINISH!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!=)
Finally trial finish...YES!!!
So happy..All my stress already release!!!
Oh yea..I DON'T THINK MY RESULT WILL GOOD= =!!!
BECAUSE!!!This time i really NO study!!!LOL!!!
All my friends no trust me..So sadT_T
But whatever I hope my result can PASS already satisfied!!!
JUST PASS!!!NO FAIL ALREADY "O LI GA TEI" ^^!!!

UNFAIR!!

THIS WORLD IS SO UNFAIR!!!
YESTERDAY...ACTUALLY I WANNA TO SHOUT IT OUT WHAT U ALL DID!!!
BUT I JUST KEEP ON PATIENT!!!WHY WHY WHY???
WHY I WANT DO LIKE THAT???I CAN SHOUT IT OUT!!!
NOT ME SCARE!!!IS ME DON'T WANT TO MAKE IT BECOME WORST!!!
IF I SHOUT IT OUT...U ALL SURE WILL REGRET!!!
WORLD IS ALWAYS UNFAIR!!!T_T

SEJARAH SURE FAIL!!= =!!!

LOL!!SEJARAH SURE FAILS!!!= =
Actually very easy but i don't have do revision..
AIKZ...actualy not me don't want to do..
Is me can't memories it..
So sad..aikz...shit ler..
If trial also fail..
How about my SPM??
T_TWho can teach me SEJARAH!!
I just need explanation..LOLT_T

*SUCKS*

SUCKS!!!Don't know why today i keep on stomach pain!
So shit man= =!pain until whole body keep on tremble= =
OH MY GOD!!!Who can help me?= =
Some more will suddenly feel cool and 起疙溚= =!!!
I HATE THIS FEELING!!!Is very suffering= =!!!
T_________T

UPSET!!!

i was upset on my exam!!!
MATHEMATICS!!!
i have done many CARELESS!!!
oh my god...
so shit la..T_T

)=DowN=(

I don't know how to write out my feelings=(..
I have full of sad feelings to write..
But i don't know how to write it out..

IM FEEL HURT WHEN I SAW IT!!
I WANT SAY A SORRY TO YOU..
IF NOT ME YOU DON'T WILL SAD=(..
I HAVE MAKE YOU SAD & HURT..
BUT MYSELF HURT TOO..
IT'S COMPLICATED!!
I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH!!

Just For My 5th Sister=)

My 5th Sister=)



She and her BF=)[my sister is not one small one big eyes..Is accidently!xD]



Today is Happy Mooncake Festival=)!!Quite happy=)..But feel sad too=(..
Happy is because my 5th sister come back from singapore=)
But unhappy is because my sister come bek just for one day=(
She quite good and very love me..haha..=)
Why i say so?Because she give me RM100=)*muahahaha*
By the way,my sister work at singapore is quite hard and tired!
Because she is come back on saturday night[from singapore thr]..
Then reach KL is 4.30am..
[*notice* it is morning xDwhy my sister will so pity need come back on sunday before dawn then go back on sunday afternoon?Because the proprietress!!she is a bad people..so my sister don't want beg her so like that lo..aikz..]..
Then my elder sister go fetch my 5th sister and her BF..LOL
Actually i have wait her back lo..But when i get the inform from my elder sister..
Told me that my 5th sister and her bf are reach then i start feel sleepy..
Then i straight away lie down on my bed xD..Then sleep until like a pig..KEKE=P
Until today 11am++ i only wake up..I jz sleep 6hours ++..= =OH MY GOD!!!LOL
HAHAHA!!But afterward my 5th sister and her bf will went back to singapore on 6.30pmT_T


*NOTICE*
My 5th sister will follow her colleague without her bf and go to JAPAN on october!!!This is under her office!
OH MY GOD!!JAPAN!!= =!!MY DREAM= =!!But never mine..
I trust myself!!Because I shall go one day=)hahaha=P
By the way..I told my sister "You should buy present for me!!!"..*MUAHAHAHA*
Whatever I hope ALL my sister everything goes well with your work=)
Then I will get more money from you all..LOL=)joke only..keke=)
Take Care!!muackz=)

How Do I Love Thee?

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of every day's
Most quiet need, by sun and candlelight.
I love thee freely, as men strive for right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints -- I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! -- and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

-沉默的含义 -

无声的语言

并非完全听不见。

它荡漾在眼波里，

表露在眉宇间。

一个心照不宣的手势

胜过万语千言，

萦绕心灵的回音

好象浮木浪迹于沙滩，

随着岁月的消磨

不是燃烧，就是腐烂。

无声的语言

触及我们的情感，

恰似有声的音乐

拨动人们的心弦。

白费了。。。

我是那么的努力在等。。。一直在努力的想尽办法打发时间！！！结果只换来你的五个字。。。"朋友说打球!!!"难道我就不值得你那么一点的关怀吗？？？如果可以我宁愿我和你不认识。。。不知道对方的存在。。。 从你走进新的开始拟就变了。。。你变得注重朋友。。。朋友说什么你都说可以。。。我也没说什么。。。我就让你跟朋友去打球。。。那我也是在那边傻傻的等。。。 但你有没有想过我每天为什么要将做？？？就是只因为要听到你的声音。。。就是这么简单你也做不到。。。 我没有说过你不能陪朋友啊！！！平时我都有读书啊。。。 我还有尝试要等你。。。 但不知不觉就睡了但你都知道啊！！！难道我只有唯一那两天的时间等。。。你也不能给我？？我很痛苦。。。你知道吗？？？

What is success

What is success

To laugh often and much;

To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children;

To earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends;

To appreciate beauty;

To find the best in others;

To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child,

a garden patch or a redeemed social condition;

To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived;

This is to have succeeded.

Love is like magic

Love is like magic
and it always will be,
For love still remains
life's sweet mystery.

Love works in ways
that are wondrous and strange
And there's nothing in life
that love cannot change!

Love can transform
the most commonplace
Into beauty and splendor
and sweetness and grace.

Love is unselfish,
understanding and kind,
For it sees with its heart
and not with its mind.

Love is the answer
that everyone seeks...
Love is the language
that every heart speaks.

Love can't be bought,
it is priceless and free,
Love, like pure magic,
is life's sweet mystery!

Dare to Believe

Everybody Knows:
You can't be all things to all people.
You can't do all things at once.
You can't do all things equally well.
You can't do all things better than everyone else.
Your humanity is showing just like everyone else's.

So:
You have to find out who you are, and be that.
You have to decide what comes first, and do that.
You have to discover your strengths, and use them.
You have to learn not to compete with others,
Because no one else is in the contest of *being you*.

Then:
You will have learned to accept your own uniqueness.
You will have learned to set priorities and make decisions.
You will have learned to live with your limitations.
You will have learned to give yourself the respect that is due.
And you'll be a most vital mortal.

Dare To Believe:
That you are a wonderful, unique person.
That you are a once-in-all-history event.
That it's more than a right, it's your duty, to be who you are.
That life is not a problem to solve, but a gift to cherish.
And you'll be able to stay one up on what used to get you down.

My Trial SPM START!!

hmm..quite long no write blog..@@
erm..im here bcuz i want to write out my feeling..
trial ald start few days..
feel stress..duno y..i very down..
i no confident to myself to score my trial with good results..
i very sad..who can help meT_T

BON ODORI 12 JuLy 2008=)

Happy Happy=)
That all=)
Cause too many things to write= =
So just can say IM VERY HAPPY=)

I love u=)

CAN'T BELIEVE IT= =

Don't know how to explain my feeling= =
Just can say I'm too happy in this..
Because i get the 1st position in my class..
So i get a reward from my dad!
But i also thanks it to my ''son''[ben]..
Thanks for your support..=)
If not my ''son'' i don't will get a reward from my dad..
I also want to thanks GOD..
If not u give me a chance to get 1st position
I also can't get 1st position in class..

So i oso can't get my reward - "BESTA"!
I'm so happy man..
THANKS A LOT..=)

HERE'S MY BESTA=)

Is A Normal Day

Today im taking my sejarah test paper..
feel boring to this subjek...
before the exam start..
i just keep on chat and walking around..
when teacher pass beside me..
i just take the text book and act reading..lol= =
when math teacher come into my class..
the 1st thing i ask my math teacher is..
'teacher..the math paper is include..?
then my math teacher say..ya..i know..
sit down 1st..then i only say..'..lol= =
after teacher told us...
then my math teacher ask us to do revision..
i straight away say 'aiya...sejarah are always failed..
then my teacher say..that's why you should more hardworking in your sejarah..'
lol...then whole class are laughing on me= =so shine..>"<
when after recess is my sejarah test paper start..
then when i get the paper and read the question...
my mind the 1st sentences send to me is 'faster finish faster sleep'= =..
aikz...but when i finish that paper i cant sleep= =so pity= =
then i just look around and talk with my friend without giving teacher know= =
but also talk a while then no talk already...cause she was sleep= =

-THE END-

真的很累。。很累。。很累。。

最近真的很累。。

不知道为什么。。

就算睡了很久。。

但是总觉得很累。。

大概是因为就来要考试的关系吧。。

今年真的真得很累。。

SPM 真难熬。。

压力也很大。。

但是如果SPM成绩不理想。。

未来就会更难熬。。

压力也会更大。。

除此以外。。

最近还蛮难过。。

不管做什么。。

总觉得好像没人知道我的存在。。

不知道怎样形容我的感觉。。

总是很奇妙。。

谁可以告诉我。。

我要怎样做才不会觉得累。。

Currently pic..A_A

Somebody's Me - Enrique Iglesias

You, do you remember me?
Like I remember you?
Do you spend your life
Going back in your mind to that time?
Because I, I walk the streets alone
I hate being on my own
And everyone can see that I really fell
And I'm going through hell
Thinking about you were somebody else


Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes someday you will see
That Somebody's Me
That Somebody's Me


How, How could we go wrong
It was so good and now it's gone
And I pray at night that our paths will soon cross
And what we had isn't lost
Cause you're always right here in my thoughts


Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes someday you will see
That Somebody's Me
That Somebody's Me


You'll always be in my life
Even if I'm not in your life
Because you're in my memory
You, will you remember me
And before you set me free
Oh listen please


Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes someday you will see
That Somebody's Me
That Somebody's Me
That Somebody's Me
That Somebody's Me

Forever and on

The pain tore me apart
until you came and fixed my broken heart

i guess everyone needs a way out
and you say there's no escape but
take my hand so we can fly away
together for ever and ever again
this is one hell of a ride

So lets do this together
we'll get through together
forever and on
brace yourself now
just hold on tight now
tighter then ever
forever and on

And just thinking about
seeing your face or hearing your voice,
takes the tears away and they say
your the best thing that's ever happened to me
we're simply meant to be
now this is one hell of a miracle

So lets do this together
we'll get through together
forever and on
brace yourself now
just hold on tight now
tighter then ever
forever and on
can u feel that?

We're really doing it
for the first time in our lives,
we seem to be flying

Myself is Myself...

Myself is myself...
Please don't take me compare with other people..can?

Not all people are perfect..
Not all people are clever..
Not all people are smart..
Not all people are stupid..
Not all people are poor..
Not all people are rich..

Why have people perfect?
Why have people clever?
Why have people smart?
Why have people stupid?
Why have people poor?
Why have people rich?

WHY HAVE PARENTS KEEP ON TAKE THEIR CHILDREN COMPARE WITH OTHERS???

A Surprise Day

Today are thusday 19-6-08..
Im still cant forget about the thing which happening on tuesday 17-6-08..
That a reason why i will start a new blogger..
On tuesday that day..im quite tired n felt sleepy..
Because on sunday 15-6-08 that day i was fever and headache..
So that make me cant go to school on monday..
After that..when i go to school on tuesday im quite no mood..
And look lik a zombie= =(that my friend say)but i no care it..
But when i after recess i feel better..
And i can laugh with my friend until insane..
After few period is is sejarah..
The sejarah teacher is we 'guru tingkatan'..
SHE quite good n easy bully..>"<
After that she was give us a paper is all about we marks & %..
She ask us must check carefully &
If have anything problem must report to the subject teacher...
After we check sure is write down all the % & calculate who get the 1st position in class..
When they all count it out..i saw my name beside write 1st= =
Impossible man= =i can get 1st position in class?= =
This is too surprise n too excited= =
But whatever..that is not enough for me...
I should get more better and better...
Cause i hopefully in my spm result are good & not bad.. I know i cant lazy & always just keep on play.. I need get a good result in spm & cant make my family disappointed... I should give more confident to my self.. And the last i want to say to all my friend is "GAMBATEH"..

-THE END-